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Animotophobia
02:40
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Healing from these memories
That held on for centuries
Fighting monsters mentally
Words are sturdy like a chain
Music play to ease your pain
Keeping all of it contained
You then helped me to explain
Deep inside a spark was made
Crying 8x
Hurting 8x
Breaking 8x
Someone help me
Now that i can finally see
You are similar to me
Let me help you to be free
with all of my melodies
Mistake 4x
Father in the sky will save me
Father in the sky can you hear me
i don't have a place to go
Find me down 6 feet below
Walking through a field full of Festulolium
Stopping to spot a lonely dark red flower
It's beauty making me feel so empowered
Maybe this one could help me feel inspired
Let me take you by the hand
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2. |
Atelophobia
03:24
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Mistake x8
My mind is made of stress and old thoughts
I really want to know all my faults
Is being alive just another old waltz
or am i just defect and just born all false
i want to tear down all my fucking walls
but standing before me were just some more halls
last time i checked they were simply three
where did they come from, please leave me be
Lock me in my mind with my own key
Tearing me apart
Why do you have to stay and torment me
Feeding on my brain
your voice is driving me insane
Waking up once again, now am i free?
He is not talking, where could he be
turning my head and suddenly see
there he was and looking back at me
"you are just worthless can you agree"
Raising my hands what happend to me
Transparent design, where are my hands?
Now i just don't really understand
Mistake x4
You're not winning, this is my war
you're just something i can ignore
i will strike back, stronger than before
for i will not take this shit anymore
i deserve the world and so much more
you're just a monster, banging my door
Life is something i want to explore
something to cherish, something to adore
Mistake x2
You're still not winning over me
Freedom
Mistake
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3. |
Conflicted Religion
02:42
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Father in the sky will save me
Father in the sky can you hear me
i don't have a place to go
Find me down 6 feet below
If God was here beside me
Could i look him in the eye
and tell him that i'm the devil
in a sheep's design
Heaven is not a place for me
To follow every rule to be
Hell is the place where i'll be free
la la la la
Crying, Hurting
Why are you ignoring me?
singing slowly
on that lonely melody
la la la la
"Only you can save yourself"
Mother help me
I have nowhere else to be
Losing myself
"time for you to say farewell"
{INSTRUMENTAL}
If Lucifer was here beside me
Would he rescue me and tell me
i am worth it all even if i'm
born all wrong
Heaven is not a place for me
Breaking every rule to be
i am not your Golden key
No one even tried to save me
Breaking slowly while i'm waiting
feeling myself slowly fade
and only myself to blame
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4. |
Entomophobia
04:36
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Flowers, trees their beauty hugging me
Smells of Rosemary make me feel so free
All these colors and all of these wonderful Smells
make me feel the harmony of nature
Running through bright green fields of Festulolium
My pace getting fast, tripping over something soft
Turning my head, suddenly i felt my heart stop
my Eyes widen, A corpse that is full of wasps
Maggots swarming
My vision is now warping
Flies now gather
Insects swarming
Please get me out of here
i'll become their meal
Feeling all the wasps walking over me
Their mandibles slowly eating away at me
every inch of my body swarmed with these putrid Bugs
Flowers, Trees their beauty scaring me
Smells of Rotting flesh Insects is all i see
All these Colors and all of these disgusting smells
make me feel like i'm locked within a cell
Running through Bright green fields of Campestris
My heart beating fast, bugs flying after me
Wasps, flies and mosquitos is everything that i see
My dead corpse finally paying natures fee
Maggots Eating
Every inch of me hurting
flies all over
Insects Chewing
Please just end me here
I've become their meal
Every wasp consuming every inch of me
Their mandibles slowly eating away at me
Maggots and flies are now hungrily swarming around me
Nature just end it here
You are what i have feared
Flies in my ear, Maggots are within my eyes
All that is left of me is bones and swarming bugs
a tall Lycoris flower resting out in the sun
Walking through a field full of Festulolium
Stopping to spot a lonely dark red flower
It's beauty making me feel so empowered
Maybe this one could help me feel inspired
Finally someone found my dead and rotting corpse
All these years i was rotting in a field
Thinking if someone could even hear my screams
Slowly consumed by Insects slowly rotting away
My dead corpse is now finally on display
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R&H Stockholm, Sweden
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